sometimes I lie awake
still torn by decisions that we made
to leave us with some space
were they just mistakes?
open your eyes
after a while
we all stop dreaming
now you’re leaving
crushing words and empty sighs
desperation taking hold inside
i’m barely alive
searching for that place
where the light fades
into a sea of gray
take me away
to the days we pushed aside
when we said goodbye
regrets of wasted sunsets
were you ever mine?
my downcast eyes
ignoring every sign
pretending not to know
you already let me go